Wednesday, June 20, 2012

Pathos and Apologies



Joyous June has been discontinued.

I've been under so much stress and pressure at my internship and I've had sleepless nights for a week. I couldn't keep up with it. I'm sorry to anyone who wanted to join later. And I'll also be deleting all the JJ posts by tomorrow. But I will update this post with all your links tomorrow, because I'm so happy the people who participated did so. I don't want to remove all that with nothing to show for it.
I want to go back to relaxing blogging for a bit. Not blogging that was causing me to be in hysterics at the despair of not being able to update on time. It got too much for me. I'm feeling horrible but I assure you (and myself) that I will make up for it by doing it another month, maybe when I'm back in Bangalore, because somehow I manage to feel more inspired. Maybe it's sitting at home and having so many things and people that distract. Or even just going to work from 9-7 and coming home with no desire other than to meet my bed with a giant hug. The past week has been long and ardous, and with three days left for my internship to end, I just really want a break.

In other random news and feelings, not only am I exhausted physically, but mentally I'm not in a great place. I have things to deal with but no time. Bangalore shall bring clarity and solace. I cannot wait. Three more weeks.

Love,
Kanika

10 comments:

  1. Relax. The world can wait. :)

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  2. Awwwww...don't let it get to you,sweetie! We blog to get rid of other pressures of life. Blogging should never be a pressure.

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    1. That's exactly what I needed to be told! :)

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  3. The readers, the blog, they all can wait. Type your heart out when you feel like and we shall read. For now, rejoice for you own a macbook and you'd be back in B'lore in three more weeks. =)

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    1. Heeehee so many things to not worry about :)

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  4. Aw! Kanika!! Hope you're feeling less stressed ^.^ Blogging has generally been some form of relaxation for me. I don't believe it should be stressful for you :) Hope your internship ends on the highest note you could possibly imagine ^.^ <3

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    1. Internship did end on a much better note than when it began :D
      thanks daniella. means a lot :*

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  5. The best posts are when you really have the time and energy to spare. When you *create* each post, and can give enough time to writing, refining and editing. So don't ever do this one-line-a-day posts. :P

    I didn't join this time because I had too much work on my hands too. August onwards, I can join any month :)

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    1. Never doing one-line-a-day posts again bro. Never.
      Love the 'create-a-post' thought :)

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