I wasn't.

But I wasn't ready.


To be woken up
To be heartbroken
To be drunk
To grow up
To fall in and out of love
To miss him
To make friends
To break friends
To leave school
To let him go
To be stoned
To be Kankad and not Kanika
To keep secrets
To be ugly
To kiss
To touch
To become addicted
To be pretty
To be scared
To fall prey to his charms
To hold hands
To cry
To die.


I wasn't.