Tuesday, February 19, 2013

A Letter to Chaos

Hello, old flame.

I don't want to abandon you, because, let's face it, you've always helped me abandon the world when I needed to get away from it. If I let you go now, there are going to be moments I'll miss you intensely, and regret is going to drive me insane.

You are a indelible part of my brain; you buzz around in it for the greater part of the day. Sometimes you're quieter than everything else that surrounds me.

I'm still here with you, I'm just at my quietest. I'll talk soon, when I feel I have something that I just cannot keep from you. Something will force me to run to you and unload.

I'll speak. In good time.

Till then,
remember me.

Love always,


  1. Awwww...that was nostalgic. For me too.

  2. My last words to my ex-flame had been 'Miss me sometimes, remember me always.' This was after we both had put together our respective hearts with glue and cellotape and stickers.. and he was fleeing the country for the second time around (the first was when we had broken up) and this time it was for good.

    Your letter made me remember that moment with clarity I did not know my mind had stored away.

  3. I know this feeling so well. Can't agree more, your old flame really does help you escape the world when it gets too unbearable, and it's just so easy to drown in nostalgia. What you wrote is simply beautiful, truthful and relatable. I'm sure your love will always remember you.

    And thanks for your comment on my blog, hey there blog buddiez! :D

  4. Heeey girl.:)
    I've been reading but been a lil away from blogging these days..:)
    but when i read ur blogs..
    I can relate myself very much..:)